Thursday, September 30, 2004
TiAn XiA wU bU sAn zHi yAn Xi..
Hmmm.. dunno since when.. perhaps after i haf my 1st love.. i become quite an emotional person.. still remember my frds calling me "Stan e man".. haha.. once a everything-hackcare-guy.. now dunno why e feelin is so easy affected.. whether it is a good or a bad thing.. seriously.. i do not noe la..
Right now.. here i am.. writin tis post.. i am feelin veri emotional.. i sms my "god sister" juz now.. ask her how she done for her prelims.. den dunno why talk until graduation.. she told me she feelin kinda sad.. i told her we had gone through tis twice le.. tell her don tink so much.. but den.. i simply cant take tis matter off my mind now.. sigh.. to say e truth.. i cant bear to part Anderson Junior College now.. not bcos tt i like e sch.. seriously.. i nv like AJ.. but tis 2 yrs.. i haf gone thru many many many things.. my 1st love.. my 1st tear since a long long time.. my 1st time failing maths paper.. my many 1st time.. all happen tis 2 yrs.. from e 1st 3 mths.. i noe Yi-Shyan.. she is my 1st love.. for e time we spent together.. i realli realli enjoyed them and i noe i will nv ever forget abt these times.. realli thanx her for teaching me so much things..
not onli.. i oso noe ShiYun & XuWen.. tis 2 gals.. realli realli thanx them oso.. i owe them alot.. they are my 2 best best frds.. they are e 2 who had accompanied me through e bad times i had gone through tis yrs.. juz wana say.. THANX!! veri glad to noe u 2.. :).. of course.. i oso noe alot of great people from my 1st 3 mths & present class and oso hockey.. they are simply great.. though we may not be veri close to one another.. but oso grateful for all e memories we had..
Haha.. u all muz be wondering why i suddenly say all these right?? not tt i am goin to die la.. touch wood.. bcos.. 2 weeks from now.. we will graduate le.. i am pretty sure most of us wont keep in contact.. right?? even if we try.. it will take alot of effort de.. cos all e gals will go university and e guys to army.. haha.. me oso no exception la..
Farewell assembly is coming le.. i tink i wont haf e courage to go bid her "Goodbye" ba.. i realli cant bear to leave now.. not bcos of her of cos.. but to all my frds la.. i don tink i can be like during e past tt i leave Victoria Sch so Xiao Sha lo.. haha.. dunno la.. tis 2 weeks will most probably be e last chance i got to see her le.. ya.. and oso my frds.. hey yo.. to those who readin tis.. juz in case we nv get another chance to meet again after we graduate.. here i am.. sayin.. Goodbye!! u all haf been realli great la.. Thanx to u all too.. tink u all got help me in one way or another de..
Hmmm.. juz now actualli feel like cryin de.. but realize i no tear to spare le.. haha.. anyway.. realli enjoy tis 2 yrs not bcos of anything.. bcos of u guys & gals.. Take care all!!
NiKe_bOi
8:31 PM